Thursday, November 17, 2011

Of Respect and Scare

"Respect" and "Scare" are two different random things that i should be care about. it distracting and kinda ruin my life thought. Frankly speaking i don't really like to blabing over things which personal, and which can make this blog as the so-called online diary where people can follow or judge my fucking life. okay then i'll make as general as i can. So, this is the situation. 'A' is an obey, kind, helpful daughter of 'B'. i mean A is hell obedient to father B as she got no argue of B's word ! yeah she never!  'B' is fucking perfectionist, tempered, horror as he can transform to ugly freaking black monster who can turn the world upside down. (i think overly describe him. Sorry B) As a daughter, A suppose to have feeling named 'respect' to his father B. But the only shit in her mind was SHE 'SCARED' OF B where and whenever. When A grows older, A become rebellious as what teenagers always did. Without no one know, A started smoking, drinking, and even used fake ID to enter a night club at 16 y.o. *screwed*. None of her families know her wild world as she at home was like holy angel nice kid!

As the time pass by, B turns old, problem everywhere, and tempered hell over the top! everytime B return home, all will freak-out! scared! wonder what the hell is his mood today? and that was seriously sick! A oftenly watching her parents fighting over damn small things. B keep throwing crap everywhere. A's mom would never can shut the fuck up! All burst into tears, sick of B's deed! every moment is adrenaline pumping. 'A' who used to scare all the time for B suddenly gain braveness. This is epic!  Basically, scare people who suddenly turns brave will fight back right? and this is what happen to A. She do fight, increase the voice, and even throw some harsh word ! That was obviously over the limit as daughter. Every single of shit inside her heart burst off in one fuckin day. EPIC kan?? So, this is what had happened to a girl, or precisely teenagers when they had a scare feeling instead of respect to their family members. setuju?

Now, the question is who should be blame?? THE FREAKING DEPRESSED GIRL (A) or THE SO-CALLED FATHER WHO USED TO HAVE MAJOR HOT-TEMPER, NO HEART-FEELING, OVERLY STRICT (B) ??? cast your vote for justice :) I accept some arguement, just leave your thought in comment box. And terima kasih kerana membaca~~

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

DaDa Dahlia :P

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Syukur Alhamdulillah.
As you can see, Permohonon Kolej Berjaya ! BANZAI !
Aku risau jugak, ade la 2 3 orang classmate aku tak dapat kolej. Yang aku ni pulak sticker tak pernahnye cukup, bilik tak berape nak clear time balik hari tu, jarang turun surau solat jemaah, haishh teruk2 !! 
Kalau boleh awal2 ni taknak laa jadi non-residence kan. Memang la lagi freedom, tapi siksa kot!
So, kolej punya hal dah settle. Skarang tinggal result je lagi. AKU PELIK  LA KENAPE AKU TAK RASA CUAK PONN ?? !! hah kenape wehh? tolong la berperasaan sikit ! 

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