Of Respect and Scare

"Respect" and "Scare" are two different random things that i should be care about. it distracting and kinda ruin my life thought. Frankly speaking i don't really like to blabing over things which personal, and which can make this blog as the so-called online diary where people can follow or judge my fucking life. okay then i'll make as general as i can. So, this is the situation. 'A' is an obey, kind, helpful daughter of 'B'. i mean A is hell obedient to father B as she got no argue of B's word ! yeah she never!  'B' is fucking perfectionist, tempered, horror as he can transform to ugly freaking black monster who can turn the world upside down. (i think overly describe him. Sorry B) As a daughter, A suppose to have feeling named 'respect' to his father B. But the only shit in her mind was SHE 'SCARED' OF B where and whenever. When A grows older, A become rebellious as what teenagers always did. Without no one know, A started smoking, drinking, and even used fake ID to enter a night club at 16 y.o. *screwed*. None of her families know her wild world as she at home was like holy angel nice kid!

As the time pass by, B turns old, problem everywhere, and tempered hell over the top! everytime B return home, all will freak-out! scared! wonder what the hell is his mood today? and that was seriously sick! A oftenly watching her parents fighting over damn small things. B keep throwing crap everywhere. A's mom would never can shut the fuck up! All burst into tears, sick of B's deed! every moment is adrenaline pumping. 'A' who used to scare all the time for B suddenly gain braveness. This is epic!  Basically, scare people who suddenly turns brave will fight back right? and this is what happen to A. She do fight, increase the voice, and even throw some harsh word ! That was obviously over the limit as daughter. Every single of shit inside her heart burst off in one fuckin day. EPIC kan?? So, this is what had happened to a girl, or precisely teenagers when they had a scare feeling instead of respect to their family members. setuju?

Now, the question is who should be blame?? THE FREAKING DEPRESSED GIRL (A) or THE SO-CALLED FATHER WHO USED TO HAVE MAJOR HOT-TEMPER, NO HEART-FEELING, OVERLY STRICT (B) ??? cast your vote for justice :) I accept some arguement, just leave your thought in comment box. And terima kasih kerana membaca~~

DaDa Dahlia :P

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Syukur Alhamdulillah.

As you can see, Permohonon Kolej Berjaya ! BANZAI !

Aku risau jugak, ade la 2 3 orang classmate aku tak dapat kolej. Yang aku ni pulak sticker tak pernahnye cukup, bilik tak berape nak clear time balik hari tu, jarang turun surau solat jemaah, haishh teruk2 !! 

Kalau boleh awal2 ni taknak laa jadi non-residence kan. Memang la lagi freedom, tapi siksa kot!

So, kolej punya hal dah settle. Skarang tinggal result je lagi. AKU PELIK  LA KENAPE AKU TAK RASA CUAK PONN ?? !! hah kenape wehh? tolong la berperasaan sikit ! 

label : mind-blanker O.O

Abang Long Taiping !

Salam Diwali Malaysia !

haha, cek kat atas tu. HEADER BARU dan itu adalah hasil jari jemari serta perahan jus idea aku sendiri! Blog pun dah touch-up sikit appearance so takde la nampak macam.. "errrhh!!" kan !

Hari ni hari Rabu bersamaan dengan 26/10. Selain rakyat Malaysia berbangsa Hindu berkumpul di Batu Caves melakukan aktiviti ritual mereka, hari ni jugak hari kejadian sorang member aku yang agak rapatlaa time sekolah dulu. Boleh kira satu kepala la. Aku pun tak taw camne boleh rapat dengan dia ni. Kitorang daripada form 1 sampai form 5 tak pernah sekelas pun ! Maybe sebab kitorang ade minat music yang sama ! HEADBANGING bro ! Aku ingat lagi dia suruh aku tengok video satu band jerman namenye RAMSTEIN or wtf (aku tak bpe ingt nme band tu). Layan je laa huha2 Jerman yang carut ape benda tah ! (and video tu sumpah cam motherfish ! *gelisial*) 

So, kat sini aku kasi sikit sneak peek pasal besday boy nih :)

 Nama : Amirul Aslam B Ahmad Khalil

Nickname : ASSLAMB, PONGgong, ALONG, OR YANG PALING LATEST "ABANG LONG TAIPING" coz dia sekarang taiko kat sana !

Sejarah : Banyak scandal time sekolah dulu. Kira dia ni hot setap laa.

Figure : Boleh tahan, tapi kurang ketinggian. (so kalau ade aweks nak try pastikan tinggi anda tidak lebih 157 okay?)

*senioryear*(ouch! sgt tak matured) 

ni laa dia weii ! amacam hot? 

So finally, semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, sentiasa diberkati dan dilindungi Allah. and btw, congratulation for your great pointer. good job and keepidapp brow! BFF :)

p/s : ingin berkenalan dgn jejaka di atas?? sila layari laman fb dia https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000560352313 *promote*

Selesai bahagian satu.

salam people. 

yep, seperti tajuk post di atas. sudah selesai satu bahagian dalam pengajian aku di Uitm Arau. tinggal lagi 5 bahagian. perjalanan masih jauh. halangan makin banyak. umur makin meningkat. fikiran makin matang, InsyaAllah. so, bermulalah cuti sem selama sebulan plus2. dlm to-do-list aku just ade REST sahaja! yelahh, aku sangat bekerja keras utk final exam hari tu. so, i deserve for it. dalam hati mcm2 bende nak cerita. tapi sangatlah malass! basically, sume bende yg ade time part 1 ni, ade balik time part 2 nnti. tak byk beza pon. just roomate je yg tukar. so, kpd Ain, Nana, Sandra. all the best for our next sem. mintak ampun maaf sepanjang 14 minggu tinggal kat bilik 3082.

sori blurr. aku simpan korang punye tag ni. 

BYE2 BAHAGIAN 1

BYE2 3082 :)

don't play play !

sabar , sabar.

tinggal lagi dua paper. CHM160 and MAT133

jauhkan diri dari game, guitar, movie, bola dan yang seangkatan dengannye.

fokus2! sikit je lagi !!! 

yeahh kemon baby ;)

sekarang ni bukan fb je ade status update. meja study aku pon ade status gaks! 

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